It rains on the sunniest days and sometimes it looks like rain and never breaks. The memory and understanding of these are the things balance us.

I miss ease sometimes but never knew it when it was upon me. I am stronger now than I was but I felt much stronger before.

Knowledge takes away certainty of details leaving me knowing less. Happiness is rooted better in calmness but is explosive and infectious when fleeting and less stable.

Stability comes at a cost… that I can now afford
True joy doesn’t feel as pure… but it stays
It looks like it may rain today… that makes me genuinely happy… for quite a while.